Wednesday, 10 September 2008

• Life is Getting Better But sometimes I wonder

      I guess being on break from school give you to much time to sit and think about everything that is going on in life. I found the perfect guy but sometimes find myself asking myself why I am in this relationship. I know that I love him but sometimes I wonder if he loves me back. I know that he tells me that he loves me but does he really mean it. I spend my time in my bedroom most of the time on the internet when I am not at school thinking to myself I know I could be doing something more with my life I have no clue what it might be. I want to get a job and that really has me down. I hate being so down sometimes. I love my boyfriend he's great but I just worry about getting hurt again I have been hurt once before and I was with him for a year and a half and I wonder to myself will it happen again. Yeah I find it hard to believe that my use to be best friend is now with my ex and is now pregnant with his kid and everything else. I was in shock when I found this out but when she called I told her congrats what was I suppose to say to her. My life seems to be a little hectic but I think things will get better at least I hope.
  

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